Ugh sick bad beat on my ft :(

[bird_man13]

i made the Ft for 4th time outta 5 trys in the $15+$1.50 deepstack tonight, had 7k when i reached FT somehow i got hands out my yingyang and flipped and turneed around and i had 90k i was down to bout 80k when i went out lol... had 44 limped 3k-6k blinds.... chip leader limped on button.. sb folds then bb checks... flop came 4 A 2.. bb and me check, the chip leader bets 12k, bb folds action to me i dbl his bet... turn A....i hesitate for a moment and go all in with my 4's over A's, he calls, moment of silence and the river card pulls the final A outta the deck for him having quads, i was like wtf, and am still speechless i shoulda had over 200k in chips and my name written all over 1st or 2nd another UB setup lol.. ANYWAYS .... i finished 7th outta 125 entrants...$1875 prizepool and got $89.06 for placing 7th, ugh im so sick... first was $498